Prayers for Peanut.....(pic & vid added #41)

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

......one last time.

First of all I must apologize again for not being around much. I can see there are some important threads I need to respond to, but for now....

The mobile vet is scheduled to come out tomorrow. :-(

Peanut is straining more and more as she pees, and nothing is making it better anymore. She is also straining significantly to poop and I know it hurts her. Along with that, we know her one remaining functioning kidney is getting worse because even with the fluids she is becoming more and more lethargic. And finally the topper, she has gone blind. I could tell her eyes were getting worse, but just two days ago I noticed it was really bad and yesterday she started bumping into walls and walking around in circles like she was lost. We're afraid she's going to fall and hurt herself since she is so frail to begin with. I haven't weighed her lately, but she has to be down to about 4 1/2 lbs. She is a frail tiny little old lady.

Now that she can't see at all, she either sits in a lump on the rug on the floor, or wants to be on one of our laps. Even a week ago she was perky, happy and interested in what's going on around her - i.e. sitting and sniffing when the front door was open, etc. Now all she does is sit in a lump on the little rug on the floor. It's as if when she's there she knows where she's at and she doesn't want to move. The only thing she perks up for is food - silly little girl - which makes us question our decision, but we know in our hearts it's time to let her go.

So, please send prayers and good thoughts for her that her last hours are relatively pain free and she makes a peaceful crossing to the RB.

[catnapper]

Oh no, I hate to hear this. Many prayers for Peanut and her meowmie. I'm sure Tubby is there with her, helping her through the fear she must be experiencing.

(((hugs))))

[DrKym]

I am so sorry, our prayers go out for You as well as your precious Peanut.
Sleep sweetly little girl. :(

[K & L]

Oh Debbie I hate to read this. You all will be in my thoughts and I pray for a painless journey for our little Peanut. Please give her a kiss and hug for me and tell we all love her!

[gini]

Oh Debbie, I am so very sorry to read this. All of us have loved Peanut right along with you - so it will be a loss for us all.

My heart goes out to you both.

[Catty1]

LES

{{{{HUGS}}}}

oh I wish that dear little one could plug along some more - she has been such a trooper!

I am so sad about this...nothing compared to what you are feeling, I know.

PEACE little Peanut...you are so so loved......

[smokey the elder]

I'm so sorry about your little precious girl Peanut. Safe trip to the Bridge. {{Hugs}}

[lizbud]

Poor Peanut :( It is so sad to hear about how much she has gone downhill. almost like she is a shell of her former self. :( I'm so glad that
you both are around her to help Peanut feel safe.Rest easy little one.

[kuhio98]

Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers.

[wolflady]

Oh gosh, I'm so sorry to read this news, but am glad you can help her along to the RB in her own comfortable home. Prayers and good thoughts for dear Peanut and for you! I'm sure Tubby will be there to help Peanut across the bridge when the time comes. :(

**hugs**

[Lizzie]

I've been afraid for a few days that something had happened. Peanuts couldn't have had a better life nor a more loving guardian. I'm sure she will slip away very peacefully, only aware that you are still there with her. I am deeply sorry for the pain you are and will experience.

[catlover4ever]

Debbie, I'm so sorry to hear that Peanut is failing. I know what you are going through ((((HUGS)))) and special prayers being sent to you immediately. Spend every last second with Peanut and keep in mind all the special times you have spent with her. I know you know that you are doing the right thing but it does not make it any easier.

A safe and peaceful trip to the Bridge Miss Peanut. :( You will be greatly missed. :(

[Edwina's Secretary]

Oh Debbie...I am so sorry for you. But do you know what struck me when I read this? Cats normally hide when they are sick. Peanut loves you so much and finds such comfort in the presence of you and Terry that she prefers to be in your presence or on you lap.

Godspeed Peanut!

[slick]

Debbie, I don't log on much anymore either but when I read the title, my heart just stopped. Now that I've read her plight, my eyes are filled with tears and there's major LES going on here. :( :( Thank goodness I have an office door to close.

I know just how you feel because I watched Speckles fade away even as I gave her fluids. It's so hard to know what to say to you. Just know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Enjoy the "little snot" (as you once put it) for as many days as she has left and please tell her that Auntie Slick loves her very much.


{{{hugs}}}
xoxo

[Killearn Kitties]

I am so sorry to hear that precious Peanut is going downhill. :( Please give her a special snuggle from me tonight.

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Oh Debbie...I am so sorry for you. But do you know what struck me when I read this? Cats normally hide when they are sick. Peanut loves you so much and finds such comfort in the presence of you and Terry that she prefers to be in your presence or on you lap.

Godspeed Peanut!

He he, that was exactly what came into my mind when I read how sick Peanut doesn't go into hiding at all. She knows how much she is loved, and she feels you are always there to take care of her, to give her tons of love...!
I am so sorry that such a beautiful lady is in so much pain... . I will pray that you will find the perfect moment to let her go! In the meantime, I would stay with her and cuddle her as much as possible.... . I know I would take a million of pics now.... :(

[ChrisH]

Oh, Debbie .. tears keep blurring my view.

As requested prayers & good thoughts going out for precious Princess Peanut.

[Zippy]

I am so sorry.(((BIG HUGS)))
You and Peanut are in my prayers.

[momoffuzzyfaces]

Major LES here. As a mommy who has a 16 and half year old who is getting that "frail" look, my heart is breaking for you.

Lots of prayers for all of you!

Aw, sweet Peanut, have a safe trip sweetie. Tubby will be there to meet you and you will always be in our hearts.

[Grace]

I'm so very sorry. God speed to the bridge for this lovely little lady. And {{{{{hugs}}}}} for both of you and CJ.

[JenBKR]

Tons of ((((hugs)))) and prayers coming your way.

[jazzcat]

I'm so sorry Debbie. My heart sank as I read this.

You are all in my thoughts and prayers.

[Prairie Purrs]

I'm so sorry. Sweet little Peanut! She's had a life full of love, and she'll live on curled up right next to Tubby in your heart.

[Kirsten]

Oh no, Debbie, it breaks my heart to read these news on beautiful little Peanut!!

I know she had a very long and happy life, and from what you describe, it really sounds she is ready to go, but it's so sad! :(

I will keep you and her in my thoughts. I know it's the best you can do for her at this point, but it makes me so sad!

(((HUGS)))

Kirsten

[kimlovescats]

Oh Debbie, I have so loved your little Peanut! I know how this must be breaking both of your hearts. :( She has fought for a long time, and even now she wants to be close to you. It is time for her to join dear Tubby at the bridge, and I pray that she goes peacefully.

Hugs to you and Terry! :( :(

[Catsnclay]

Oh Debbie & Terry-

I am SO sorry to hear this! Are you sure this has nothing to do with the cold snap we are having? I know Fluffy is doing the same things :(

Maybe the vet will have an idea of what is going on and maybe a temporary "fix" will help.

I know my RB Willie hid the entire last week, wouldn't even come out to eat or take a cheese treat....which he loved dearly. The fact that she still eats, give me hope, but you both know what is best for her.

Please give her a big hug from all of us, and I am so happy that I at least got to meet her and CJ (and of course the both of you!)

:( now that I have ruined my eye make up for the day (LES) it is worth it, we all love you Peanut!!!!

[Ginger's Mom]

Oh Debbie, I am so sorry. I found this thread doing a general search and when I saw the title my heart dropped. Big hugs to you and gentle hugs to sweet Peanut. RIP, sweet. :(

[trayi52]

Oh, Debbie, I am so sorry to hear dear sweet Peanut is not doing so well. At least she wants to be close to you. Prayers and good thoughts are going out to you and Peanut, that she crosses easily, to join Tubby at the RB.

Rest in Peace, sweet little Peanut.

Willie

[Medusa]

I'm so sorry to hear about Peanut. It sounds as though you and I have been going through similar experiences except that my Puddy can see. I wish you didn't have to do what you know you must but be comforted in the fact that all of us here at PT are praying for you and for Peanut's easy passing. A candle burns for you all.

Blessings,
Mary

[Donnaj4962]

Oh my, I am so sorry to read this thread. I have LES, and I can barely type.

Sweet little Peanut. She reminds me so much of my own Tabitha, 18 years old, and looking a little frail herself. Tabby is very petite also, and their colorings are somewhat the same.

I am so sorry that you are having to go through this... but I agree that she knows where she finds comfort, and that is with you and your husband. No hiding for that little girl. Hug her and love on her as much as you can. And know that you are making the right decision.

Godspeed sweet little Peanut. Godspeed.

[Rachel]

This is such sad, sad news and I know what a heart wrenching decision it is to make. That said, I've seen situations where people definitely tried to hang on too long and that seemed even worse. Others are more eloquent than I in saying something profound, so if you don't mind, I just sit here and cry a bit with you. {hugs}

[sirrahbed]

Debbie - reading about Peanut made my heart sink and ache. I think she is a PT darling for many of us. I am glad that she is seeking comfort in your lap for the end of her life.

I have said my prayers for all of you and will keep you close in my thoughts. I am so sorry.

[anna_66]

Debby & Terry,

I am oh so sorry to hear this, I know how hard it is to make that decision. But I know you both know the right thing to do for your sweet darling girl.

Lot of (((HUGS))) heading your way.

[jenluckenbach]

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

And Prayers. :(

[Randi]

Debbie and Terry, it breaks my heart to hear it's time for Peanut to go. :( She's such a little sweetheart. I know how hard it is for you, but I also know you're making the right decision not to let her suffer. Peanut knows she can rely on you until the end and that is what she is showing you now. You have given her SO much love and comfort and she's had a wonderful long life with you. I'm sure she feels your love.

Peanut, you will be missed very much by us all, but you'll never be forgotten. You'll always be in your mom and dad's hearts - and ours too.

I'm sending special kisses and gentle headbumpies to little Peanut and wish for her and for you that her passing to the RB will be peaceful.

Rest in Peace, sweet Peanut!

((((((hugs))))))

[Cinder & Smoke]

<rinnnng>

Hey Kids; your God's Phone is <ringin>!

Herrow?? ... Oh, HI, Tubby!! How's our Favorite BridgeKat doin?
Ya don't say! Chief Kat Pilot on Silver Klowd 1 - nice goin, Bub!

Oh, OK - we'll patch ya right through to Miz Debbie inna Rollin Howze ...
<click> <rinnnnng>

Herrow, MOM?
HI - it's Tubby callin ... bout lil Sis - Peanut ...

She's been talkin to God this week ... an she figgers it might be Tyme ta
drop into Bridge HQ fur sum R&R anna lil tune-up. She sez she's dun jest
about all wun lil Kitty kan do wiff Brudder CJ ... sez he wuzza a life's werk
jammed into her retirement years! Wiffa eyes goin dark, it's hard fur her to
keep track of da Big Snott - an harder still ta <BIFF> him onna noze!

Ennieway, she sez she'll sine-off on his Papurz an promote him to
Furst Kat status affore she leaves.

We'z all a lil wurried bout Daddy ... bein so tite wiff PeaNutter ... kan
you Guys share CJ or should I line you up fur anudder Needy/Lonely Kitty?
OK - *Think* about it - but don't wait too long ... don't want ole CJ thinkin
he ownz da place!

We're litin up all da Kandilz we got, ta lite uppa Bridge runway ...
anna GranMom's are bakin Welcome to Peanut kakes & kookies in God's Kitchen ...
so we're purdy much ready fur her Trip to da Bridge.

God's comin along onna Silver Klowd - yeah - http://petoftheday.com/i/our_smilies/frown.gif HE's insistin HE's gonna drive!
NUTZ!
He promised He'll let Peanut sit onna Lap an steer ... an that we'll swing past
da old Ranch Howze at Burr Ridge so she can *wave* at da NutRatz!

An Don't WURRIE, Mom ~~~ Peanut's my lil Sister - I'll be takin GOOD Care of her!

Head-Bumpies to You an Daddy ... Motor Safe an THANKS fu da Memories!!

/s/ Tubby

[Felicia's Mom]

You will all be in my prayers as Peanut crosses the Bridge.

Now she will again be with Tubby.

[RedHedd]

Oh Debbie :( Peanut has been in my thoughts and prayers lately and I was afraid to ask. My heart breaks to read this news, but you know best and it sounds like dear little Peanut is letting you know that her time is near. I can barely see to type this.

Dear Sweet Peanut, thank you for sharing your precious self with us here on Pet Talk. Gentle hugs are flowing your way for a peaceful passage over the bridge. You are so very special to us. :(

[catfamily]

Debbie I am so sorry for your sadness and Pain you are going through.I am sending good thoughts and prayers for Peanuts passing to go with no pain at all.I loved that girl for so long.
I do have to tell that JUST today...I thought of her and said I know she's going soon in my head...And I cannot believe I just saw this thread.
My mom said ESP runs in the family and I really thought that today.I know you and everyone probably think I'm nuts but that's OK>lol
I love Peanut so very very much.I just love her and I'm crying writing.I'm so so sorry for this time in your life right now.This is so very sad.I'm sorry.
Dear Dear Peanut...you will surely be missed.You'll be with your brother Tubby soon so don't worry pretty girl.You won't be alone.

[slick]

http://www.imagestation.com/picture/sraid179/p4bfcbb9b369eef88be483796604527dc/f311f0b0.jpg
Princess Peanut in her Palace.....including shingles

http://www.imagestation.com/picture/sraid179/pab27f0fc3ada3ed49a288eeedb2980b9/f311ab23.jpg

Two of my favourite pictures of Peanut. I did a search and Debbie has deleted most of them from imagestation. Good thing I've saved them all on CD at home.

Debbie, please plant a kiss on Peanut's forehead and say good-bye from Auntie Slick. :( Speckles will be waiting for you dear Peanut.

Phred...all I can say is LES, LES LES!!! :( :(

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

she has been such a trooper!

This is part of what makes it so hard! She has never once complained about anything. Sure, she didn't like the fluids and the pills, but she took them and looked for treats afterwards, never putting up a fuss.

Thank you all SO much. She is resting comfortably on her beloved Daddy's lap right now. I just wanted to post a video I took of her last Wednesday. She was then, and still is such a chow hound! Which is really making us doubt our decision. But even towards the end of this video - a week ago - you can see that she had to search by nose to find the chicken we were giving her. and it has only gotten worse. :( And a picture for those who can't see the video.

Thanks again everyone, and Phred, as usual you made the dam break (LES dam that is), thank you so much.

[Catty1]

I love the little gurgly meow she makes - means the purrs have started and she wants MORE! lol

But I can also see the sniffing around...and a certain glint in her eye (not just when looking right up) that, if my cats showed it, would tell me something was wrong.

Dear widdle girl! HUGS to her - PLEASE give her a gentle pat from me.

Blessings and peace to the two of you.

Is CJ showing any sign that he notices she is not quite right?

{{{{HUGS}}}}

[Medusa]

Sweet little girl. I can certainly understand why you're uncertain. But you'll make the right decision at the right time. I'm so sorry for your sadness. I wish I could blink and make it all go away. Peanut, my fur posse and I all send you love and kisses.

Blessings,
Mary

[catmandu]

Theres nothing sadder than to see a beloved Companion slowly getting old, and know that one day they will no longer be with us physically.
But thier sprit will always be there, and they will always be a part of our lives.
Prayers for Peanut are coming from the Found Cats, and we pray for her Guardians as well.

[Bengalz]

Debbie,

I've been dreading this day for you and Terry. Peanut is such a little sweetheart and knowing her time is to leave is heartbreaking.

Peanut has always been a favourite - she so reminds me of my dear little Roxy - also a maine coon.

She has had a wonderful life; she loves you and Terry dearly and will leave the most incredible imprint on your heart - just like her big brother Tubby :)

Those are the precious memories that keep them with us for all time. Even through the pain, remembering moments can make us smile.

Dear little Peanut - you are so special to so many. Rest sweetly baby girl and come visit you mommy and daddy from time to time - they're going to need it. Thank you for the privilege of knowing you.

Hugs and Prayers,

Betty

[Vermontcat]

Debbie, I am so sorry to hear that Peanut has gotten so much worse. :(
Sending hugs your way and please give Peanut a gentle hug and kiss from me and Samantha sends some comforting purrs her way as well.

(Phred, your post gave me a bad case of LES)

[rg_girlca]

Oh Gosh, not our little boxed kitty Peanut. :(

Debbie and Terry, my heart goes out to the both of you on making one of the hardest decision any pet lover has to make and dreads.

Phred, as usual, your prayers have brought on major LES.

Have a peaceful passing dear Peanut.

[wolf_Q]

I'm so sorry to hear about Peanut. :( I know what you are going through, we recently when through the same with Reggie. It is such a hard thing to do when you love them so much. :( I know Peanut has had a wonderful life with you and she'll be waiting for you with Tubby at the bridge. {{hugs}}

[DJFyrewolf36]

Theres nothing sadder than to see a beloved Companion slowly getting old, and know that one day they will no longer be with us physically.
But thier sprit will always be there, and they will always be a part of our lives.
Prayers for Peanut are coming from the Found Cats, and we pray for her Guardians as well.

My thoughts exactly...Prayers on the way from all of us here too.

[Scooter's Mom]

My thoughts are certainly with you all... may God be with your sweet little Peanut.

I'm new to the board, but I've loved reading about her and looking at all of her photos.

Sending hugs along with my thoughts and prayers,
Crystal

[AbbyMom]

I'm so sorry. I was another long-time admirer of Peanut...this is heart-breaking.

Her epitaph: "I was well loved."

This is what is important in every cat's life.

[shais_mom]

Oh Debbie, my heart aches for you.
I am so sorry that you have had to make this decision.
Lots of hugs and love across the miles.

[krazyaboutkatz]

Debbie, I'm so sorry to hear this.:( It so hard to make this decision. May Peanut go peacefully to the Bridge.:( My thoughts are with you and Terry during this difficult time. ((HUGS)))

[Barbara]

Oh Debbie,
my heart is breaking for you and Terry. I am so sorry that the time to let sweet Peanut go has come.
I sent many many hugs to all of you and one tender kiss for your sweet little princess.

Peanut is one of the leading ladies at PT- we'll miss her terribly.

[LoudLou]

Debbie, Terry and CJ,

Our hearts break along with you at this most difficult time. Thank you so much for sharing Precious Princess Peanut with us all these years. She has touched many hearts.


Godspeed Precious Princess Peanut.

[Sonia59]

Oh Debbie, I am sending good thoughts to you and Peanut.
I hope she leaves peacefully. Dear Peanut we love you.

[CultureJunky]

My thoughts are with you and little Peanut. Peanut has been such a star and such a strong girl through all she has gone through. I have seen her on Pet Talk since I joined and she has done so well with such courage and strength.
I hope the crossing over to the bridge is safe and painless.
We are all thinking of you.

Kate, Kevin & Jack & Sunny xx

[orangemm]

Debbie, I am so very sorry to hear about our beloved little Peanut. My prayers will be with you and her as she makes her final journey to the RB.

All of us here will be there for you. Poor little girl, I hope she will go easily; her star will shine brightly for all of us to see.

((((hugs)))) to you and your little sweetheart. :(

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

What a touching video..... :( .
Godspeed to the RB, sweet Peanut.... my darling Sydney is waiting to welcome you!!

[Sara luvs her Tinky]

OH GOD DEBBIE!! I dont' even know how to respond! I want to close this whole thread and pretend this isn't happening! :( :( :(

i've always been so in love with Peanut... she is soooo beautiful and I love her little Peanut name too!

I just have no words to express!! I wish I could have met her once in person... Sending some BIG BIG prayers up for Princess Peanut... LES LES LES LES :( :( :( :( :( :( :(


{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{DEBBIE AND TERRY}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[K & L]

Any updates?

[catlover4ever]

Debbie, I have been thinking of you, Terry and Peanut since I saw this yesterday. Peanut has always held a special spot in my heart, there is just something about that pretty little girl that melts my heart.

Miss Tucker wants Peanut to know that she sends her very best.

(((HUGS))) Meg & the Crew

[Mad Mags Moo]

So sorry to hear this sad news - thinking of you and sending hugs from across the miles. :( :(
Peanut is such a sweetie pie and she is very lucky to have you as her personal slave! Dogs have masters but Cats have servants - so true!
xxxxxxx

[Kirsten]

I also just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts today! Sweet Peanut's video touched my heart, especially her little voice!

Kirsten

[Cinder & Smoke]

Hi, Peanut!

Hope you're all packed for the big trip ...
We're all gonna *miss* you down here on the Durt Ball - but we know you'll enjoy
your revitalized life up at The Bridge. Say HI to Tubby for us!

And don't be a stranger - you're always welcome to pop out of your Urn and
ride along in the Howze - just follow Tubby - he does it quite often.

Safe Trip, lil Peanut ... God's Speed ...

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Dear Debbie & Terry ~

God will Bless you both for your years of dedicated care, and your strength at this difficult time.
You gave Miz Peanut a very full and Loving Life - she'll have no regrets.

{{{Hug}}} each other, and CJ, then remember the Great Times you all shared with Peanut.
It will help you to *smile* through your tears.

{{{Hugs}}}
/s/ http://petoftheday.com/i/our_smilies/frown.gif Phred

[slick]

You have my phone numbers - I'm at work today but don't hesitate to call here if you need to talk. I'll always be here for you and Terry.

Speckles says they have the red carpet all laid out for your arrival. Oh yes, and there is a Princess Tiara waiting for you too! Nothing but the best for our Peanut.

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

Peanut is snuggling on my lap right now as I type. She did fall off the bed this morning - but fortunately didn't hurt herself - which only confirmed to us that we are making the right decision.

The vet is scheduled between 1 & 2 Mountain time. I probably won't get the memorial thread up until Friday because Terry is having a hard time with all this and he needs a diversion so we will be away this afternoon, tonight & tomorrow.

Her bags are packed and she is ready to go. She barely lifted her head when we got back to the motorhome this morning after breakfast. She got up only enough to come snuggle on my lap, and this is where she will stay until the vet gets here.

Thank you all again for you love and support. It really means the world to us. {{{hugs}}} :(

[Medusa]

I wish this weren't happening. I wish Peanut only comfort and love and warmth. And I wish the same for you. I'll keep the candles burning for your heartache and for Peanut's safe passage. Love and blessings to you all. I'm so sorry.

Blessings,
Mary

[kittycats_delight]

I have been back to this thread I think 10 or 12 times and could not bring myself to post. I went through almost the identical same thing with my Mytsi in 2003. Not only did I lose her to the same but her and Peanut could have been twins that's how much alike they look. And each time I read this thread about sweet princess Peanut the memories and hurt came rushing back. The only real difference is instead of Mytsi losing her eyesight she lost the use of her limbs.

I know how difficult this is and believe me I feel for you both so very much. I pray for Peanut to have a easy passing but I am positive she will. It's time and not only do you both know this but she knows it too. She is ready. You have given her the most love anyone can give to a beloved furkid. And now you give her the greatest gift. The greatest show of love you can give her. You are releasing her into the hands of God.

Tubby will be waiting at the bridge and I know my girls will be there too. Mytsi will meet her beautiful 'look-a-like' and heaven will receive another precious kitty soul to help brighten the skies.

((((((((hugs to you both))))))))) and please give Peanut a little kiss for me and tell her she is loved by many.

[momoffuzzyfaces]

During morning prayers, I reminded them sweet Peanut would be arriving today. The welcome home party is all ready. What a crowd is there waiting for here. Tubby and Miss Sophie are at the head of the line!

Peanut you will be so missed. Have a soft landing at the bridge sweetheart! :(

[K & L]

:( Dear little Peanut. I sure love that girl and will miss her greatly. Thanks for the update Debbie. I'm thinking of you & Terry during this very hard time. Come visit us if you need to get away!

[catlover4ever]

Debbie, thank you for the update. I too will be thinking of you and Terry.

I remember the look in Tigger's eyes when I came home from work that Monday, Peanut has the same look in hers.

Tigger and Tony will be there to greet Miss Peanut with open arms and fresh catnip.

Peanut, may your journey be safe and swift. We will all miss you dearly. :(

[Cinder & Smoke]

Dear Debbie & Terry ~

If you listen carefully, between 1 & 2 PM today,
you'll hear the Sounds of Silence - from all over the World ...

With only the soft sounds of Tears Falling ...

That's all your Friends, sharing your grief;
but knowing Peanut is headed for a Better Place,
with clear eyes and her kitten-like body of days past.

{{{Hugs}}}

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1 - 2 PM Mountain Standard Time is:

12 noon - 1 PM ~ Pacific Standard Time
2 - 3 PM ~ Central Standard Time
3 - 4 PM ~ Eastern Standard Time

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

Just sitting here waiting......I think this is the hardest thing I've ever done..... :(

Hopefully he'll get here soon.....

[K & L]

Just sitting here waiting......I think this is the hardest thing I've ever done..... :(

Hopefully he'll get here soon.....

It is very hard! Hang in there and if you need to talk or anything, we're not that far away.

[Kirsten]

Oh (((((Debbie))))!!! :(

Kirsten

[momtomany]

Lots of love, hugs and prayers going your way. I am so sorry.

[Randi]

Debbie and Terry, you're in my thoughts at this very sad time. :( :( I'm sure little Peanut is sitting on your lap and trying to let you know she is ready. Oh, it's so hard!

Please give her extra kisses from me and Fister.

(((((((((hugs))))))))

[jenluckenbach]

{{{{{{{Debbie & Terry}}}}}}}

I am sorry, Debbie, I do not have just the right words for you today. :(

[Kirsten]

Please give her extra kisses from me and Fister.

(((((((((hugs))))))))

Oh, please give her kisses and hugs from me, too.

Kirsten

[Killearn Kitties]

All my thoughts are with you all. I wish you strength on this most difficult of days.
Godspeed, little Peanut.

[slick]

12:15 here. Saying some silent prayers. Debbie, please kiss that little sweetheart from me, OK? Tell Mz Peanut that I've enjoyed getting to know her and I look forward to meeting her in furrrson when I cross that bridge. Oh dear, LES big time...gotta go. :( :(

[Cataholic]

I am so very sorry. Gentle hugs to you, Terry and CJ while precious Peanut makes the journey. Go gently sweet one. Go gently.

[gini]

Debbie, I send you and Terry the biggest hug I can muster. In time I hope you can console yourselves with the thought that you were the best parents of such a sweet kitty. She will always be with you - she has her new wings and will visit you often.

[Catty1]

Gentle hugs and kisses to Peanut...hugs to you...how lucky she is to be so loved...and she loves you!

Remember - she went to your lap - she didn't hide. She feels safe and loved and that is where she wants to be when she leaves...

[sirrahbed]

checking in with (((HUGS)))

[Nomilynn]

Debbie,

You have been in my thoughts since I first saw this thread. Just know my prayers are with you during this time, and I hope that Peanut's journey will be peaceful and calm.

Hugs to you all,
Naomi

[krazyaboutkatz]

Debbie, Lots more hugs are being sent your way. You, Terry, and CJ will be in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. I wish that there was some way that I could comfort you. Please take care. (((((HUGS)))))

[catfamily]

Peanut was so loved by you and Terry and she and her brother will always be in your hearts,as they were your soulmate kittys.Now CJ will be your little love bug while Peanut and Tubby are your Angels watching over all of you.

I came back to fix my spelling of Pretty Girl Peanut.Sorry.I'm the worst at that.My one finger typing.

[orangemm]

I couldn't stay away, either. :(

(((((Hugs to you and Terry))))) Dear little Peanut, you are well-loved by many people, but especially your meowmie and pawpie.

Go gently little girl. Now there is nothing but warmth, light, and peace for you.

[RedHedd]

:( I can't stop crying. Dear Peanut, Godspeed to the Bridge and say hi to my beautiful Goldie when you get there :(

[slick]

Now there is nothing but warmth, light, and peace for you. I was doing OK but this comment did me in. I now have tears streaming down my face. :( :( How can I stop the pain Debbie and Terry are feeling?? I know how it leaves you feeling gutted. I felt the same when my Speckles left. I wish God could give me a magic wand and make all the hurt go away. All I can do is offer up prayers and lots of {{{hugs}}}.

xoxo

[Donnaj4962]

I get LES whenever I think about what you must be going through. Everyone has been so eloquent with their well wishes. Know that Peanut was loved not only by you, but also by the entire PT family! She will be so very missed in many hearts!

RIP sweet one, RIP.... play hard with your brother. I never had the pleasure of meeting him, but I know that he will be the bestest big brother at the RB. And you will have many good friends to show you around.

[phesina]

I am so very sorry.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}},

Pat, with LES

[catmandu]

The Tubbies Are Palnning A Party For Peanuts At The Porch Angels Mandarin Buffet, And Tubby Will Guide His Sister Around On Her Tour Of The Serving Dishes.
Its So Sad To See A Friend Slowly Get Older, And Frustrating To Know Thats Theres Nothing You Can Do To Buy Them A Bit More Time.
The Found Cat And Porch Cat Angels , And My Dear Mother Aunt And Friend Norma Will Be There For Peanut To Help Her Adjust To Her Life As An Angel.
And You Will See Tubby And Peanut Again.
In Paradise.
One Fine Day.

[wolflady]

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you guys and dear Peanut. :(

**hugs**

[trayi52]

I too am very sorry. Tears are streaming down my face as I type. Godspeed, beautiful Peanut. :(

[kimlovescats]

Thinking of you and Terry on this very sad day. :(

Kim

[orangemm]

Debbie and Terry, we are here for you.

[jennielynn1970]

Oh gosh! I didn't see this till now... I'm so sorry that things are not going well for dear Peanut. I can't imagine the "waiting" for the vet to come.

I hope that all is quick, and painless and merciful for little Peanut. She looks like such a sweet sweet girl.

My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time.
Hugs to you and Terry, a kiss to dear Peanut. Give CJ some scritches and a hug and kiss for me too.

[Medusa]

I was just now able to view the video. How absolutely sweet she is. What a trusting face. I know how much you love her and she loves you the same way. That's easy to see. Who else would give her a palace of her own to live in? She deserves it, that's for sure. She's been loved and protected and cared for in a majestic way and that will continue in her new life that's on the other side of the veil.

Blessings to all,
Mary

[koxka]

Debbie,
I don't know what to say that hasn't been said already, I don't haved the way with words but thinking on the pain and sadness you must experiencing right know put a lump in my throat.
Even if we know the time is coming, we are never ready to let them go.Are we? :(

Peanut was a magnificent creature.

Godspeed Peanut you will be missed. :(

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

It was a little after 2:00 pm Mountain Time when the Silver Kloud came for Peanut. She went peacefully with me holding her head. She was in my lap when the vet gave her the sedative, so I know the last thing she knew on this earth was my lap, pets and kisses.

She bit me HARD when the vet injected the sedative. She got me on the thumb nail so I thought I'd be ok, but it did end up bleeding. I think she broke the skin away from the nail or something. I soaked it in alcohol but it has gotten more and more sore as the day has gone on. I will watch it closely and if it looks like it's going to be bad, I will be on my way to the doctor, but I still think I'll be ok because she got the nail. I think it's sore just like it would be sore if I hit it with a hammer.

*Tissue warning*
After the vet left, Terry and I were on the patio having a quiet little "wake" for Peanut. Quietly talking about life with her, laughing and crying intermittently, when all of a sudden a butterfly "buzzed" me! I haven't seen ANY butterflies here at all, and all of a sudden one flew right up to my face, paused, then flew away! After I caught my breath, I said "That was Peanut!" ....and we both broke down again. Then later Terry was outside and the same butterfly came by and sat on the little cage we have set up for the kitties. "She" sat there for a moment - Terry within 2 feet - just warming "her" wings in the sun, then she flew away and we didn't see her again the rest of the day. My little sweetie girl saying good bye. :(

And one last thing, and just one more proof that PT prayers work. I had asked you all to pray that Peanut have a relatively pain free last few hours. The last few days she has been straining significantly when she pees. All this morning her straining was signficantly LESS than before! I just KNOW it was the PT prayers that made her last few hours easier on her. When I mentioned all this to Terry, he broke down - again. He is really having a tough time with this and is already missing her big time.

Thank you all again so very much for your love and support. It helps so very much.

......I'm sure Tubby has already licked her head and she has already swatted him and they've already gotten into it like they used to.....just like old times. :( :) :(

[K & L]

Goodbye Dear Peanut! Not a way I wanted to end my night (in tears) but I'm so happy she went peacefully! Debbie the butterfly story is just amazing. Please give Terry a hug for me, and have him give you one for me.

[Scooter's Mom]

The butterfly story is truly amazing. I am so sorry for your loss. I never knew Peanut, but as I sit here crying, I hope you can know how many prayers I have said for you all.

Crystal

[jenluckenbach]

This update is also the last thing I am going to read before I go to bed.

What a beautiful way for Peamut to say goodbye, in a body as delicate and as beautiful as she was.......a butterfly.

Good bye Lady Peanut. Be free.

[Medusa]

Debbie, I'm sure you know that butterflies are symbolic of new life and most assuredly this was Peanut telling you and Terry that her transition was easy and she is now like a beautiful butterfly, free of her "cocoon", her earthly shackles, her body, and is at peace. What a perfect and touching way for her gentle spirit to touch yours. You've been blessed. And so have we here at PT for knowing you and Peanut and for the privilege of sharing this wonderful story. Thank you.

Blessings,
Mary

[RedHedd]

Oh Debbie. It sounds like Peanut wanted to leave something for you to remember her by (not that you would forget) but - OW! Little Stinker!

I'm losing it here. The butterfly story has me in major LES right now. My heart goes out to you, Terry and CJ. Gentle hugs to all of you at this time.

Play hard at the Bridge, little Peanut. You are already very missed here on earth.

[krazyaboutkatz]

Debbie, The butterfly story gave me major LES.:( I'm glad to hear that her day was much more painfree today and that she went peacefully. I'm also glad that I've been able to meet her through pictures,videos, and your wonderful stories. RIP sweet Peanut.:(

Debbie,I also hope that your thumb will be okay. Please get to a doctor if it starts swelling up or becomes worse. Take care. (((HUGS)))

[Edwina's Secretary]

Oh........

[slick]

My thoughts exactly, Sara. I'm about to drive myself home from work now and have the kleenex ready. Peanut now has her flutterby wings.... :( :(

[jazzcat]

I just don't know what to say. I'll never look at a butterfly the same.

[trayi52]

Debbie, the butterfly story just made the tears flow. Give Terry a big hug for me, and you also. I am glad that Peanut's last day was spent close to you and Terry, and that it was painfree for her.

I just don't know what else to say, Debbie.

Willie :(

[Craftlady]

I am so sorry to read of Peanuts passing. It's a comfort to know she is out of pain. I loved the butterfly story,(2 tissue story) poor Eleanor is looking at me with her look "are you ok mom?" as I sit here typing this message. May she play hard with Tubby at the bridge.

[Felix]

I am so sorry for your loss.This is my first time posting in a long time and now I have to stop here at this post for the evening and return tomorrow for I cant see out of my eyes from the constant flow of tears.This just brake my heart.I feel your pain and my thoughts are with you at this time. :(

Marlaina.

[joycenalex]

i am so sorry. and i am glad she butterfly buzzed you

[Lori Jordan]

I am soo sorry,She was a beautiful girl ,She had a face of an Angel,Hugs to you,She will be watching over the both of you,until you are all reunited.

Hugs to you Both.
Lori

[Bengalz]

My heart goes out to you and Terry - major tears and great bear hugs to both :(

I love that Peanut did her little "fly by" in the form of a butterfly - how appropriate as she was herself such a beautiful little soul setting all our hearts a flutter :) She's a very special girl :)

The hurt is so extreme right now - please be gentle with each other and give CJ double hugs - I' m sure he too will be sad :(

Godspeed little Peanut - you are surely a magnifcent little angel scampering around with your brother. We all love you baby and will miss you always.

Hugs,
Betty

[heidiv]

I feel so incredibly bad...... I didn't read this earlier..... It breaks my heart horribly.... I have always had a special spot in my heart for her she seems like such a wonderful sweet soul. I am so sorry..... (((Hugs to you and your family))). Its hard but she knew you cared for her deeply. Have a safe trip to the bridge sweet Little peanut you will be totally missed....

[Vermontcat]

I'm so sorry to hear that sweet little Peanut girl is now at the Rainbow Bridge. :(
I'm sure Tubby was the first one to greet her with a great big lick on the top of her pretty little head.
I know this must be so hard for you and Terry right now.
Sending many hugs your way for you and Terry and CJ too.
Samantha says she misses her sweet senior sister kitty Peanut.(she sends purrs your way)

Butterflies are free.....

[Lizzie]

She certainly left you with two signs for two sides to her personality - a feisy little lady with a beautiful soul. Like others here, I shed many a tear today and I certainly had to hide away in my office a few times with red eyes. How wonderful that a little cat has had such an impact on so many people. Take care of yourselves.

[kimlovescats]

Oh Debbie, my heart is breaking for you and my eyes are blurred with tears. How wonderful that Peanut sent you a special Butterfly kiss before she went on her way!

Hugs,
Kim :(

[kuhio98]

Terry and Debbie ~ You are in our thoughts and prayers.
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[shais_mom]

Oh Debbie and Terry - you are most definately in my thoughts and prayers.
The butterfly story is awesome. I really think that butterflies are sent from above. I have heard many stories of people and butterflies after a loved one passes.
{{hugs}}

[kt_luvs_kitties]

Peanut please rest in peace beautiful girl. You were very much loved by us all :( :( :(

My condolences to Debbie and Terry, I really am just so sorry. :(

[ChrisH]

I have no words, just tears.

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Major LES here too...... :(

What a wonderful way to say goodbye to both of you; a butterfly is the most beautiful animal, Peanut couldn't make a better choice!!

Hugs to both of you Terry and Debbie, your darling Peanut is happily playing at the RB now, free of any pain. Godspeed dear Peanut...


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[Pawsitive Thinking]

I am so sorry :(

[Sara luvs her Tinky]

Gosh Debbie you seem so strong! I'm so sorry you had to lose such a precious Peanut!!! She was one very lucky kitty to have you and Terry!

sending you guys some {{HUGS}}}

[Sonia59]

((((Hugs))))
Behind the tears, I am glad that Peanut could leave so peacefully, with not much pain and surrounded by love. Fly, fly, now sweet little Peanut. And play hard at the RB. You are young again.

[catnapper]

Debbie and Terry, I can't express how sorry I am that your little girl is gone. (((HUGS)))

[catlover4ever]

I was thinking of you, Terry and Peanut all day yesterday. When I got home I checked in, and again this morning where I saw that she was gone.

Words can not express how sorry I am, but know that she is restored in health and playing with Tubby and all of the new friends from PT.

Your butterfly story sent a chill up my spine....I know it was Peanut saying "It's OK Mom and Dad....I'm free from my pain and I love you very much...thank you for a wonderful life that you gave me".

[zippy-kat]

Debbie, my thoughts and prayers are with you guys. :(

[anna_66]

The butterfly story....oh gosh, major LES.

Man (((hugs))) to you and Terry.

[Maresche]

Hugs to you and Terry.

RIP darling Peanut!

[mruffruff]

Miss Peanut has her wings. The butterfly came to you to tell you she is happy and to thank you for being such good purrents.

Hugs to both of you and scritches to CJ.

[rosethecopycat]

Peanut, you were truely a Gran Dame, and kept your dignity to the end. The way you sat out, publically, keeping good company with your family, and never offending them by turning down a meal served you.

Now, you are restored, healthy and young again.

Comfort your family, especially your daddy who obviously is having trouble without you.

Wait at the Bridge for them, and you will all be together again, in the flash of an eye. One Fine Day.

[cyber-sibes]

:( Im so sorry to hear about Peanut. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/cyber-sibes/blinkies/graphics1.gifRIP, precious little one. ((((hugs to you & Terry))))

[cassiesmom]

Major LES for me, too... HUGS!

[Logan]

Bless her darling soul...........

Our Mimi was waiting for her, Debbie, you know she was!! Peanut and Mimi were "soul" sisters, for sure. Mimi got there a little earlier to make way for precious Peanut.

I am so sorry :( , my friend. I know your heart hurts. Mine does, too. :(

Logan and precious Butter, who is so sweet :)

[wolflady]

Gosh, that butterfly story started LES all over again here too. Debbie, I'm quite sure it was Peanut letting you know she got her wings and everything was ok. I'm so very glad that Peanut had that comfort in her last hours and went peacefully in your lap.
Prayers and good thoughts for you and Terry during this difficult time. Peanut was a lucky kitty to have your two as purrents. :)

How's your thumb?

**hugs**

[catland]

I'm so sorry to hear of little Peanut's passing. I know she brought you so much joy and love. Now she's playing with Tubby again. Farewell sweet Peanut.

[Kirsten]

Oh Debbie, that butterfly story is so wonderful and special, it's sad and beautiful at the same time!! Of course I couldn't hold back my tears anymore when I read that part. What a nice way of your beloved girl to say good bye and to let you know she had a peaceful passage. I'm sure Tubby gave her a nice welcome.

(((HUGS))) to you and Terry, I know how you feel! :(

R.I.P. little Peanut, you had a very long life full of love and joy, and now you're young and healthy again...

Kirsten

[RedHedd]

:( Now that this has been moved to the Memorial section it's got me in LES all over again. I just can't stop thinking about our precious little Peanut. Debbie, how IS that thumb doing?

[finn's mom]

I'm so sorry to hear about Peanut. Your story about the butterfly is beautiful. It's nice to think that Peanut and Tubby are together, though.

[DrKym]

Our deepest condolensces, RIP sweet baby. Hugs to you and yours, in this time. We will light a candle in Peanuts Honor.

[Donnaj4962]

I have to keep coming back to this thread, as every time I try to read the posts, I start crying. (I am at work!)

Peanut was such a lovely little lady... and what a fitting way for her to say her final goodbyes to you (on earth) by flying past you, giving you butterfly kisses! Oh gosh, I just lost it again, thinking of how you must have felt at that moment.

I am thinking of you, praying for your strength, and praying that Peanut had a safe trip to the RB and that she is playing with Tubby and the many other PT kitties who were there to greet her.

Godspeed little one. You will be missed.

[ramanth]

Debbie and Terry, I am so sorry to hear this. I will never forget your lovely Peanut girl. I feel blessed to have been able to meet her.

http://kia.cutestsandgirl.com/images/cats/friends_cats/tubby_peanut/andy_peanut2.jpg

http://kia.cutestsandgirl.com/images/cats/friends_cats/tubby_peanut/peanut_terry.jpg

The butterfly story gave me LES. RIP lovely Peanut. You'll be missed dearly down here.

[dukedogsmom]

I am so very sorry. I just now saw this. It' s so hard to have these losses. I know how empty your house and heart must feel right now. Please know that we're here for you. I know those words don't help right now but if you ever need to talk to us, it does make it a bit easier. Rest easy and pain free, Peanut. Your family loves and misses you so much.

[rg_girlca]

Oh gosh, the butterfly story was just too much to bear, but so beautiful at the same time.

What can I say that hasn't been said before.
Debbie & Terry, you have my deepest sympathies.
May the loving memories of your sweet Peanut, comfort you and help you overcome the pain.

Debbie, I pray that your thumb is okay.

Rest in Peace dear Peanut and try not to give Tubby too hard of a time.

[catmandu]

I know sadly what you are going throuh, as All of Our Companions are only here on Earth for such a short time.
You had Peanut a long time, and took her travelling so she got to see different places and enjoy herself.
Now she with her Tubby Friend and Tubby 2 , and she is able to travel so many places now, and show the other Angels where she has been.
And you will travel together in Paradise again.
One Fine Day.

[aki]

Oh I am so sorry! I haven't been on lately, and didn't see this till right now. :(

I have LES just reading all of this. i am sure my chuckie will keep her good company in heaven, he always was sweet on her. (me too)

((((((((hugs)))))))))

~Aki

God bless

[phesina]

My deepest sympathy to you, Debbie and Terry and CJ, for the passing of your beautiful sweet girl. Rest in peace, dearest Peanut.

Your tale is amazing, first with the thumb (and do have that looked at by your doctor if it isn't getting better tomorrow) and then the butterfly! I can just picture her soaring through the heavens with that one. Major LES time.

God bless you all.

Pat, Peony, Sydney, Priscilla, Poppy, and Elmer

[Daisy and Delilah]

Rest in Peace beautiful Peanut and play hard at the bridge with Tubby :(

I'm so sorry for your loss. I was just sobbing reading your story about the butterfly. :(

[Dorothy39]

I haven't been able to Get back to Pet Talk lately ~ I feel your loss~


God is here forever, but WE are here for such a short time~


Your "Peanut "touched all of us on this forum~We feel the void too~

It is part of living and knowing ( and learning)


{{{HUGS}}}}

[shais_mom]

Still thinking of you guys...

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

Thank you all so much.

My thumb will be ok. It's sore, but like I said, it's more like I hit it with a hammer instead of getting infected. Who knew she had such strength left in her jaw!

It's amazing how much of an impact one little wisp of a girl can have on a household. We have no one squeaking at us constantly for food while we're eating and Terry has actually discovered the Campbell's Chicken Noodle soup really does have chicken in it! The water bowl is staying clean because she's not sticking her little paws in it, there is no litter tracked all over the place because she's not in the litter box all the time, there was no one to snuggle on my lap last night as I watched TV, only one adorable orangie face greets us at the door now and I had no little diaper crinkle butt climbing over me as I slept last night.

We are actually doing ok. Believing the butterfly was Peanut has really released us from any guilt, and we know she is now at peace - no hurting when she went to the bathroom, she can see now, her kidneys are functioning normally and she's having a good time with Tubby and her first mom is thrilled to be with her again.

.....but we sure do miss her stinkly little butt..... :(

[Killearn Kitties]

It's amazing how someone so small can make such a huge impact, but she was a very feisty little princess who certainly made her presence felt. She had such a wonderful life with you. It could all have been very different for Peanut when she lost her first mum, but she was such a lucky girl that you were there for her to pamper her all these years and even give her her own home!

Goodbye darling Peanut, it was a privilege to have met you.

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http://www.imagestation.com/picture/sraid179/pe7eb9db4f6f8258645b8671c8b3db071/f311f0ba.jpg

Hugs to you and Terry.

[catlover4ever]

Peanut definately was a very lucky girl. (((HUGS))) to you, Terry, and CJ.

I know how difficult it is when we have to make the decision for them...you can not feel guilty about it...you did what was best for her, you have to remember "Quality" vs. "Quantity".

When we lost Tigger in October, Mark took it really hard. I never really knew how much Tigger had touched Mark's heart until she was gone. Mark told me about a week after Tigger had passed that he came downstairs on morning and swears that she was sleeping on the back of the couch...but then he turned on the lights and there was no kitty there. He really thought he was loosing it, but I told him that I had been "seeing" her all over the house that week....so no he was not loosing it.

Peanut choose to let you know that she was OK by the butterfly, Tigger choose to let us know that she was OK by "popping up" in her favorite places.

RIP Sweet Peanut, say Hi to Tigger and her brother Tony, play with all your wonderful new friends and don't forget to "pop in" on your purrents every now and then.

[catfamily]

Rest in Peace Dear Peanut

[Medusa]

It's true, they really do steal our hearts. Or more accurately we give our hearts over to them willingly. You'll miss all those little things for quite some time, as I'm sure you're well aware. But it'll be a comfort to you and it'll be your way of making communion w/Peanut. She's fine now and soon you will be, too. :)

Blessings,
Mary

[Lobodeb]

Oh, Debbie, I'm just reading this! :( I am so sorry for your loss. I can't add anything to what has already been said here, but I wanted to let you know that you, Terry and Jack are in my prayers.

Play hard at the bridge, sweet Peanut.

[CultureJunky]

Goodbye sweet Peanut, I am so glad your trip to the bridge was peaceful and you were with the ones who love and care for you.
RIP precious little girl.

[Ally Cat's Mommy]

I haven't been on much, and I only saw this now....

Major LES here - Peanut was such a character here on Pet Talk.... I can't even find the words to express what I'm feeling - you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Enjoy yourself at the RB darling Peanut - you are free from pain, and reunited with your precious Tubby.

[Bengalz]

Debbie,

I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and Terry and CJ and wish I could you all a big hug. The huge empty hole is so difficult and will eventually fill up with wonderful memories of your precious girl.

Please take care - this is a fragile time

Betty

[lisalee]

I'm so sorry you lossed your sweet Peanut. She was such a beautiful girl and very blessed to have lived such a long and wonderful life with you. Rest in peace now sweet Peanut.

[Taz_Zoee]

I am very sorry for your loss. Reading this thread had many tears falling, and a huge lump in my throat.
I am glad that you and Terry are at peace with the passing of Peanut. Guilt can be a horrible feeling, and you should not at all feel guilty for giving Peanut such a loving home for all these years. You did everything in your power to keep her safe and healthy. And her time was up. She missed Tubby too much.

:(

[rg_girlca]

Still thinking of you, Debbie and Terry.

Fly softly dear Peanut....Fly softly.

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[Catty1]

{{{{hugs}}}}

How is CJ doing?

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

Thank you all again. We're all slowly adjusting to the fact that our sweet little girl will not be coming back.

The driver's seat of the motorhome turns around so it faces the rest of our living room. Sitting/sleeping on the driver's seat was Peanut's favorite spot. CJ respected that and even though he really likes that spot too, he never slept there because that was Peanut's spot. I was wondering how long it would take him to go back there, and yesterday was the first day I saw him there, taking a bath then a nap. This indicates to me that he has figured out she's not coming back. He's doing fine. I would say he was a little depressed for a day or two because he seemed really "muted" in his actions - no goofy little boy running around the place. But yesterday not only did he sleep in her spot, he was back to his goofy little boy self. Which tells me it's time to find him a new sister before he gets too used to being the only snot in the house. ;)

One other quick butterfly story. We are staying at Picacho Peak RV Resort South of Phoenix, North of Tucson. Friday we "Hiked the Peak." It was really quite the climb - way more than either of us expected, and we were gone way longer than we expected. When we were about 1/2 way back down, a butterfly buzzed me again, then flew over by Terry, then flew off. Same kind of butterfly as the one we saw that first day. We figured CJ might be worried about us and that was Peanut, checking up on us then reporting back to CJ that we were ok. We haven't seen any other butterflies - the same type or different...... So....maybe when Peanut went to report to CJ that we were ok, she let him know too that she was ok and that it was ok for him to sit in her favorite spot.

We miss her terribly, but we know she's in a much better spot.

[Cinder & Smoke]

Which tells me it's time to find him a new sister
before he gets too used to being the only snot in the house. ;)

... she let him know that she was ok and that it was ok for him to sit in her favorite spot.

:)

A good plan, all around.

;)

[shais_mom]

:)

A good plan, all around.

;)
I agree and this one should be named Monarch (Monny)- or whatever type of butterfly it is - or even Butterfly (Butter for short) or Chrysalis (Chrys for short).
See I got ya covered on the name front - the rest is up to you when your heart is ready.
{{hugs}}

[Bengalz]

Aw - Peanut is the most thoughtful little girl - looking after her purrents and making sure her little brother is OK. :) What a sweet spirit she is :D

If you feel ready to get CJ a little sister (to keep him in line, of course :p ) then I'd say go for it :) Since you're not far from K&L, this may be easily accomplished :D - they've got the inside scoop on every kitty in the region :cool:

Seriously, the kitty you choose (or that chooses you :) ) will be a most fortunate little baby indeed.

Stay well and keep us informed.

Hugs,
Betty

[emily_the_spoiled]

I am sorry that Peanut is gone from this plain of existance. She is still with you just in a different form and she will be waiting for you when you are re-united again at the RB...

[Medusa]

Lucky little kitty, whoever it will be, to join your family, furkids and otherwise. :p I'm sure Peanut will approve.

Blessings,
Mary

[krazyaboutkatz]

Debbie, I'm glad to hear that you're all slowly adjusting.:) I agree that when you're ready I think that CJ would love to have a new sister and I agree that K & L would be able to help you in this area. Both of my girls are wonderful cats.:)

[CalliesMom]

Debbie-

I am so sorry for your loss! Peanut will always be one of my favorite PT kitties. She was a beautiful, regal, little lady.

Godspeed Sweet one.

[captain]

Dearest Debbie and Terry,
I don't get over to the kitty side very often, and I know that last time I was here for awhile was because RB Tubby had moved on.

My (hugs) and prayers are with you as you slowly move on after Peanuts' passing, and I truly hope that your heart warms to another furkid (if only to stop CJ being a "SNOT" :D )

Love always
Michelle

[Barbara]

Debbie I am so very sorry.
You must be devastated having shared a lifetime with your little princess.

I send many hugs to you and Terry.
Peanut is now with Tubby- and with Nakita- and with many others of our best cat friends here at PT- and I am sure that is the part of Rainbow Bridge that is even more fun than all the others.

[jazzcat]

Debbie, I just wanted you guys to know I'm thinking of you. Tubby was one of the first kitties I really got to 'know' well here to go on to the Bridge and his loss was very hard for me. I feel the same with Peanut.

I think a new sister for Cracker Jack is a good idea and I'm sure Peanut will help guide you to the perfect new family member. I feel certain Tubby had a hand with a certain orange and white fellow. ;)

[AmberLee]

Oh my! I'm so sorry for your loss.

I feel certain that your little lady is frolicking at the Bridge and will nudge you to a cat to be a tribute of your love.

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

My thumb "popped" the other day. We were in the hot tub for awhile and when we got back to the motorhome and I was changing out of my bathing suit, I noticed some goo on my thumb. Turns out the extended soaking in the water must have softened the scab (I didn't even know there was a scab!) and the pus came oozing out. The thumb hadn't been bothering me for a day or two by the time this happened, so I was surprised to see it since I thought it was on the mend......and I suppose it was. ;) So now the swelling and redness is all gone and it doesn't hurt anymore. The little white half moon in the nail is pretty much not there so I don't know if I'll loose the nail yet or not, but will let you know.

This morning I distinctly heard Peanut meow as I was cleaning out CJ's treat bowl, just like she was sitting there begging again. I turned around and CJ was fast asleep on the couch.......

[catlover4ever]

This morning I distinctly heard Peanut meow as I was cleaning out CJ's treat bowl, just like she was sitting there begging again. I turned around and CJ was fast asleep on the couch.......

Peanut was just checking in to make sure you were doing OK...Tigger checks in with me from time to time, just to say "Hi Mom".

Glad to see that your thumb is healing. I see too that a new kitty is in the works, no one can ever replace Miss Peanut but I think she is guiding you in the right direction.

(((HUGS)) to you and Terry.

[Medusa]

Isn't it comforting to know that our furkids are nearby to comfort us? Peanut knows just what to do to get your attention. How sweet. And glad that your thumb is healing nicely, right along w/your heart.

Blessings,
Mary

[Laura's Babies]

Our little Princess is gone! I can't believe it! I am so sorry for your loss and it hurts me to know what ya'll have been going through.

Good Bye little Peanut, You were a joy to know and love and I will never forget your beauty and grace.

[lvpets2002]

:( I am so sorry to hear of the loss of our wittle one Peanut.. RIP baby & may you be with & in Corinna's lap now & with all the other Beloved Pet Angels at RB..

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

We got Peanut's ashes back yesterday. The only reason I mention this is because there's another butterfly story to tell. Terry was carrying "Peanut" into the motorhome. He had one foot on the step and the butterfly buzzed him, stuck around for a moment then flew off. Once again, Peanut letting her daddy know that she's ok, right at the proper moment when he needed reassurance the most again. :)

I will be making a little memorial set up for her like I did with Tubby - a picture of her, a candle and her ashes. We will keep that set up until we make our way back to Wisconsin this summer, then I will sprinkle her ashes in the same area I sprinkled Tubby's, and will bury the little box next to Tubby's, and we will think about her everytime we see a butterfly. :)

[RedHedd]

Aww! I love the way butterflies keep popping up. It's definitely Peanut letting you know she's still around. RIP sweet princess.

[Medusa]

Wow! Talk about confirmation!

Blessings,
Mary

[shais_mom]

what a beautiful story.
I love it!
{{continued hugs}}

[AvaJoy]

I have always heard about finding Pennies From Heaven to signify that a deceased human being is reminding us of their presence, and now I can equate butterflies as a signal from RB that our pets are still here in spirit, and don't want us to forget them (as if we ever could).

I'm sending my prayers and condolences to you on losing your beloved Peanut, and wishing that butterflies will continue to cross your path, to ease your grief. {{HUGS}}

[Kirsten]

Debbie, that's truly amazing! What a heartwarming way to stay in touch with you, she must be such a precious little soul...

When I lost Katz, somebody once told me she would come back to me in some form, and that thought was a great comfort. Now your butterfly experiences tell me that these things might actually happen.

Kirsten

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

and we will think about her everytime we see a butterfly. :)

Yep, still thinking about her with every passing butterfly.

We've been thinking about Peanut a lot yesterday and today because we stayed the night at the RV Resort we were at when she died. Again, another butterfly story. Last night we stayed in a different spot than the one we were in when she died. This morning we took a walk over to that spot, and sure enough, there went a butterfly - we couldn't believe it! It fluttered around while we puttered around the site a bit (we wanted to check on a cactus we had planted, etc.) and when we were ready to go the butterfly few one more time in front of us and then flew off.

It was a bittersweet return because it reminded us so much of how we miss our little sweety, but it also reminded us of how we got Robin from the guy across the street. After looking at all the local shelters, finding the perfect little girl right across the street was, to us, another sign that Peanut was looking out for us and she knew it was time for her to go. She waited until she knew we would be ok before she called Tubby and told him to come get her.

Sure do miss you sweety. Smoochies and skritchies to you and Tubby too. :(

[Cinder & Smoke]

Sure do miss you sweety.
Smoochies and skritchies to you and Tubby too. :(

We all share many Fond Memories of Tubby and Peanut.

May they Rest in Eternal Peace at the Raibow Bridge.

:love:

[catmandu]

And Tubby 2 Who Sadly Passed On After Not Quite A Year Has Joined Tubby And Peanut, And Nowthey Are In The Wine Country Of California Stopping At The Fantastic Vineyard B & Bs , And Restuarants.
I Have A Feeling That One Of These May Be A Rendezvous For When You Meet Again.
One Fine Day.

[jenluckenbach]

I adore the butterfly stories. :love:

[Catty1]

She was a sweet beautiful girl, and very very special. The butterfly is amazing.

Is the fellow you got Robin from still there? You thought he would be amazed to see how she has come along.


{{{{hugs}}}}

[Tubby & Peanut's Mom]

Is the fellow you got Robin from still there? You thought he would be amazed to see how she has come along.

Last night they told us he hadn't arrived for the season yet. This morning they told us he actually did arrive late last night, but that someone had picked him up this morning and they had gone to breakfast. We stopped for a bit to have some coffee with old friends, and I was hoping he'd get back before we left, but he didn't. Although, last year at Christmas time I sent him a card with a note about her, with several pictures, just to let him know she was doing ok. I never heard anything back, but I know he got the card because someone commented on it as we were talking to our friends.
I was disappointed we missed him. He's a nice guy and we enjoyed his company while we were there. I know he's glad she found a good home. He didn't dislike her, he just wasn't a cat person and since his wife died, he just didn't feel he could care for her the way she should be taken care of. He was trying to do right by her, and he did - he found her the best home she could ever dream of.......thanks to Peanut. ;)

[Laura's Babies]

It is nice to remember that pretty little Peanut and Tubby again. I also love the butterfly stories and find them amazing. Shows she is still watching over you.