Husky_mom
10-05-2006, 02:46 PM
I wish this thread never started at all...........but I´m here in need of a spirit lift up..........I mainly don´t post about this stuff, but this IS something I had to share.......(you´ll see why further ahead) :(
Most of you know I seriously intended to keep little "miss piggy".......well.......It turns out we´ve been through some very rough times lately (which I didn´t posted, I thought they were not worth it) not economically as already having two dogs and adding a third one would be no problem at all, I CAN PROVIDE food, vet care, etc...........but one thing I might not be able to provide is TIME........time that a puppy needs to develop as a good dog.........and by no means I want her to turn out a bad dog. She so deserves a good home that can give her proper time dedication so she can become a great adult dog and not a desctructive one just cause shes bored (and having a non animal lover as a hubby who know what his reaction would be, i just couldn´t live with that on my concience) .....having two other dogs would help a bit in getting her tired, but she needs proper human training......and my dogs are not qualified for that matter............
so right now i´m so devastated, heartbroken.........and all you can imagine..
I DONT WANNA LET HER GO.......
but my head is spinning I cant´think straight........for one thing I wish I could home her in a place where she´ll do better, she deserves it, but I have a hunch I´ll never see her again (even with screening) .......for other I wish some PTer would like to have her, in which case I´ll see her grow......but she´ll have to be flown (and i´m not sure about international regulations) .....so I really don´t know what else to say, I´m just typing and rereading and think I´m being so confusing, and I´m getting LES............
ok i´m literally crying right now...........sorry............
as for the Dog calendar I still wish to have her pic on, to save it as a memento of the time we shared........
I still have her right now, I´ll cherish every day i have with her, until the time comes........which i don´t want it to come.........aw man!!......I´m so sad!!
I try to keep positive but when the subject is touched I can´t help but cry....I might look fine and laugh and all, but just mention this and water works full speed.....
thanks for reading this..........you don´t have to post at all.......but your support and good thoughts would be GREATLY appreciated........
Just in case anyone think I´m getting rid of her because any reason...I´M NOT!!.......I don´t want to.....
Most of you know I seriously intended to keep little "miss piggy".......well.......It turns out we´ve been through some very rough times lately (which I didn´t posted, I thought they were not worth it) not economically as already having two dogs and adding a third one would be no problem at all, I CAN PROVIDE food, vet care, etc...........but one thing I might not be able to provide is TIME........time that a puppy needs to develop as a good dog.........and by no means I want her to turn out a bad dog. She so deserves a good home that can give her proper time dedication so she can become a great adult dog and not a desctructive one just cause shes bored (and having a non animal lover as a hubby who know what his reaction would be, i just couldn´t live with that on my concience) .....having two other dogs would help a bit in getting her tired, but she needs proper human training......and my dogs are not qualified for that matter............
so right now i´m so devastated, heartbroken.........and all you can imagine..
I DONT WANNA LET HER GO.......
but my head is spinning I cant´think straight........for one thing I wish I could home her in a place where she´ll do better, she deserves it, but I have a hunch I´ll never see her again (even with screening) .......for other I wish some PTer would like to have her, in which case I´ll see her grow......but she´ll have to be flown (and i´m not sure about international regulations) .....so I really don´t know what else to say, I´m just typing and rereading and think I´m being so confusing, and I´m getting LES............
ok i´m literally crying right now...........sorry............
as for the Dog calendar I still wish to have her pic on, to save it as a memento of the time we shared........
I still have her right now, I´ll cherish every day i have with her, until the time comes........which i don´t want it to come.........aw man!!......I´m so sad!!
I try to keep positive but when the subject is touched I can´t help but cry....I might look fine and laugh and all, but just mention this and water works full speed.....
thanks for reading this..........you don´t have to post at all.......but your support and good thoughts would be GREATLY appreciated........
Just in case anyone think I´m getting rid of her because any reason...I´M NOT!!.......I don´t want to.....