Quote Originally Posted by RobiLee
I am not well. I constantly think of death. I don't really want to die. I just want to end the suffering and pain. I will never be right again.

Please pray for me. I don't know if I will make it. I'm typing this to reach out. To voice my thoughts. To try and get a grasp on things.

I don't know how to stop this behavior that I have taken on. What do I do? Should I have myself committed?

I'm so scared.
Sweetie, if you are scared, yes, do check yourself in somewhere. This is the depression, and you can fight this. We all need you to take care of yourself, and if that means getting some professional help right now, go for it!

You're too young and pretty to be thinking about pushing up daisies any time soon - too many people love you for that. I am sure Brandon will watch the dogs if you're hospitalized for a few days.