RobiLee and K9Soul, I am praying for both of you. Believe me, I have been through the agony and pain of a betrayal and love lost. My divorce was final 5 years ago, and the pain has lessened. However, it is hard, even today, as there are always reminders. For myself, I went into therapy, and that helped me immensely. I pray that you will find the comfort that you so deserve and that you will begin to move forward. May God bless both of you.