My life with pets keeps going downhill. First Thor the cat had to euthanized, Mystic is currently missing, and last night I had to say bye to my beloved ratty Thor. He went to Rainbow Bridge last night in my arms at around 1:36 am. Much too soon, he had so much life in him! He just sired, or I am hoping, a new litter of ratties. He was one of my favorite boys, the lickiest of the whole bunch. Just so licky! If I asked him to give mommy a kiss he would come over and lick me.
Last night I was up late to see if maybe I heard Mystic yowling outside since he has been missing now for four days. The ratty boys started fighting so I went to the cage, and went to grab Thor the trouble maker. He was scared, and I just grabbed him and all of a sudden he started to pee all over me. He never does that. I think I scared him and he thought I was mad at him. I put him in the "time out" cat carrier and he wasn't moving. I was like what the hell? I blew on him but he didn't move, and then I put my finger inside and touched his head, nothing. I don't understand. How could he just die in like one second? He must have had a heart attack.
I took him out and tried to do CPR on him. I was rubbing him and rubbing, and pushing on his heart. I tried giving him some breaths but it didn't work. So I thought that if he had any life in him giving him a bath would surely wake him up, but it didn't. I bathed him while he was dead, dried him off, and then held him for a few hours just sitting at the computer crying. I still tried to revive him but nothing I did worked. I just don't understand. To top it off I think I blew too hard when I gave breaths because he had blood (yes it was actual blood) coming out of his nose. Unless something happened in the cage. I will go investigate in a little while. I just don't feel like doing anything right now.
RIP Thor, please please come back again some day. You touched me so much, your kisses will never be forgotten. YOU will always hold a very special place in my heart that no other rat could feel. I cared for you so much and now you're gone. I tried to save you, I did, I promise. I just don't understand, but I guess it was your time to go. Life isn't fair sometimes. You went too soon. I love you Thor and always will. You were my special little guy and could always chear me up. I am crying thinking of you. Please don't forget me, as I will never forget you.
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