How horrible for you! I am so, so very sorry; I've had them leave via the road, so I know the pain well. Your mind is filled with "why?" and "if only. . ." But Buttons himself is not dead; his body is, yes, but his soul, his spirit is just as eternal as yours and mine. He lives - on a higher plane - absolutely healthy, perfectly safe, and blissfully happy. Cry for yourself - cry and cry and cry - you need to do that; it helps to wash out the pain, but it takes a long, long time. Through your tears, force a smile for Buttons and the happiness he now enjoys; he's so very happy and wants you to be happy for him.
I remember when I found my Shade's body on the road, mangled; it was awful. But shortly aftewards, I had two signs letting me know that he is fine. I hope that your beloved Buttons will send you at least one sign as well.
May Buttons' Creator hold you gently in the hollow of His hand, comfort you, and help your heart to find peace.
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