Originally posted by Lalania
All I want is a decent guy who treats me right and doesn't have a bunch of baggage and stuff. is that so much to ask?!?! geezzz
No it's not too much to ask! The only problem is some of our own baggage clouds our judgement sometimes and we end up putting too much energy into a relationship that we knew in our hearts was doomed from the beginning - and yes, I'm speaking from experience there.
I have never been married, but it's going on 8 years now since Terry and I had our first date. This is the longest relationship I've had with any man except Tubby, my father and my brothers. Which doesn't say a lot for my advice, but I'm going to give it anyway.
A lot of times we jump into relationships because we don't want to be alone. My advice is to spend some time on your own developing yourself as a person, and maybe working through some of your own baggage. Nothing wrong with dating while you're doing this, but don't date with any intention of anything serious. I'm 40 now, so that means I met Terry when I was 32, and I was single and on my own since the day I left home. I met a lot of guys, and a lot of them that I thought were Mr. Right. But none of them worked out until I spent some time learning about me. I did what I wanted to do and didn't worry about "finding" a guy. I figured it would happen when it was supposed to happen, and sure enough, it did. I was "doing my own thing" when I met Terry. I had my own Harley-Davidson because I liked to ride and I couldn't wait around to find a man to ride behind, so I got my own. A girlfriend and I went to our normal breakfast "run" and there he was. We talked and joked around as just part of the gang and eventually had a "real" date, and 8 years later here we are.
So just do what you enjoy doing, don't worry about "finding" a man, and let it come naturally. You'll be surprised at how soon it happens once you let go. You're doing the right thing by not giving up your dog (sorry but I don't remember his name but I remember he's a real cutie) and sticking to your guns about finding an apartment that will take him. That's a good start on defining "you."
The only thing is, once you're in the relationship it's never going to be perfect. There are always going to be disagreements and arguments that will have to be worked through - trust me.
So for now, enjoy being single and learn to enjoy being alone. It can only benefit you because once Mr. Right does come along, he'll see that you're a well grounded person and he'll love you all the more for that. It's not always easy, but then again, being in a relationship isn't always easy either.
Good luck!
Tubby
Spring 1986 - Dec. 11, 2004
RIP Big Boy
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Peanut
Fall 1988 - Jan. 24, 2007
RIP Snotty Girl
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Robin
Fall 1997 - Oct. 6, 2012
RIP Sweet Monkeyhead Girl
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