I don't know what to do. I feel so empty inside. I just need to get this out. So here's the story:
When I first started school I met this really nice and cute guy and we became very good and close friends. Over the months I started to get feelings for him, but I never wanted to tell him because I thought he would never like him and I'd just make a fool of myself. In march, he transferred to another highschool, but we still kept in touch, but we never saw eachother since. In april, he told me that he liked me, and I told him I liked him. Ever since then, he would say that sweetest things to me like "you're so beautiful", "I hate not being with you, I wish I was with you", etc. I actually thought wow me and him might actually go out.
But here's where that problem comes in. About two fridays ago, we hungout, just me and him. We went to the movies, we both had a really good time. Ever since we hungout that day, he won't talk to me at all. He ignores my IMs, texts, or calls. But if we do talk, he's short with me. It's like he doesn't want to bother with me anymore. It's not like him, I thought he was different, I really did.
Now I just keep wondering, did I do something wrong? Does he not like me anymore? Did he lie to me when he told me he liked me? Was he just saying that to see what I would say, to mess with me? Was he playing me? I just feel so stupid for believing every word he said. I feel so stupid for telling him I liked him. I especially feel stupid for letting me like him so much.
I know you might think I'm overreacting, but he really hurt me. I can't help but blame myself. I know I didn't do anything wrong, but I feel like it's all my fault.
Thank you for reading this. I just needed to get this out, and any help/advice would be greatly appreciated.
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