Hi my name is Cheryl, I have just joined this site a few minutes ago. I had to have my little baby cassy put to sleep on 15th jan 09 and it is the worst heartbreak i have ever had to go through in my life and i have been through a lot. I first bought my cassy when i was 18 years old and had just moved into my own flat and she soon became my little baby. Cas came everywhere with me it's almost like we attached at the hip, when i was 19 years old my cas helped me get over the death of my baby girl who was only 4 1/2 months old, cassy wouldn't leave me alone at all and she wouldn't let anyone who came to my house sit on the sofa where my baby had died except me and her, cassy was all i had to help me get over my baby nicole, then a few years later my dad who was also my best friend suddenly died at the young age of 47 years old, again my little baby dog cas was my rock, she knew every time things got to much for me and i wanted to give up, she wouldn't leave my side at all, if i went into the garden she would follow, if i went to the toilet she would follow etc. If it wasn't for cas god only knows where i would be today and now i am going through the most painful and heartbreaking grief i have ever gone through and my little baby dog cassy isn't there to help me get through it. I had 16 1/2 of the best years of my life with my dog(who was also my baby) and now she is gone from my side. I have never in my entire life cried as much and i don't know how to get through this, my husband has been my rock and together we buried our baby cas in our back garden and planted a yellow rose bush on her grave and i am getting a beautiful pet stone with her face on it, we have also bought some canvases of our cassy and put them up all over the house. I know that one day the pain and heartache will ease and i try my hardest not to cry cause when my baby cassy was alive she got really upset to see me cry, so when i cry i tell myself that she is watching over me and not to cry cause she will be upset. My heart goes out to anyone who has lost a pet that is close to them and i sincerely do not know how people cope with the pain as it is overwhelming (the hardest thing i have ever had to go through and i hope never to go through pain like this again). R.I.P baby cas
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