dear...... you.....

why is it so difficult to deal with simple things... why do you have to "impress" others... why do you unconciously *I think* make things than take the specialness out of things/situations...

why try to look nice to other and look bad to me... don´t I count more??...some nice things DO look bad... please don´t do them!!... even less bad things...

keeping secrets... well... some have made the light... why lie about them.. I ALREADY KNOW!.. man, why is it so hard for you to understand...

this weekend was supposed to be special... and now I´ll be spending it with my lone self while you party... have fun...

me....