We have an aptment for Ruf to go to the Vets tomorrow at 1:45. I'm so scared..We put it off because my bro didn't want to have anything done, but my dad said we should, and my bro agree's now I guess. I don't know If I can go into the room with him, my dad said he would if I can't so he won't be alone. It just doesn't feel like he's not going to be here after tomorrow, like it hasen't sunk in. I got him treats at the store, and canned dog food, and I let me out of the kitchen for today..I even took him for a little walk till he got tired. He seemed happy on his little walk even though it wasn't long. When I saw him it made me feel like maybe Its wrong to put him down. In a way I really feel it, but I can't seem to get it to sink in. I haven't even really cried yet..is that wrong of me? I feel upset and everything all at once. I know I've probably annoyed a lot of you with going on and on about this like 50 different times, but its official now, and, I don't knwo what to think. So, if you don't see me on/posting for a while, atleast you know why. I might post something tomorrow to say how it went and all though..I just hope he knows how much I love and will miss him. Heres to the best and sweetest friend anyone could ask for.
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