I apologize for not being talkative these days, and I think I should at least explain why.

I can't go into details as this is a public forum and you never know who else may be reading... All I can say is that my uncertain situation at work and all the worrying about my existence made me depressive. I broke down a couple of days ago and I'm on sick leave now.

I'm also on antidepressants but they don't seem to help much. All they do is making me dizzy and lethargic, and I cannot even drive, or do anything else. I've even stopped photographing, or doing anything else creative.

I think I'll stop taking these meds, I don't see how they can improve my situation, all I need is a perspective!

Luna and Lily are fine, but I think in my current state I cannot give them the attention they deserve!

Sorry for venting, but I know that some of you have been in a similar situation before, so I hope you understand...

Kirsten