today started out so well. Ocean and i got up early and went for a walk. then we were off to the vet for his neuter. we had to wait on the vet so we sat in the lobby and talked to the secritary. when the vet got there i said my goodbye and left. the secritary called me this afternoon. "i have some bad news." i was so afraid that he died durring the sugery. the lady said "Ocean has a disease. it's painful and will kill him. my choices were to get Ocean neutered and try and make his time painless and happy. or i could have him put to sleep. aparently this disease is cancerous and it would be hard for him. i chose to have him put to sleep. Ocean will pass on sometime in the next day or so.
i'm so upset. i wish there was something i could do. i just want him to be happy. his time with my family was extreamly short, but he was loved dearly by my family and the other dogs.
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