Hi. I am new to cat general, or all of the cat forums. I am a dog person mainly. I have been hanging out in the dog forums everyday for a long time. I have 2 cats and I love them very much. I have always been around cats, I have never got "close" to them though. I feel that I have never earned the love of a cat. So many people have here. Everyone here has A LOT of cats, and share a speacial relationship with them. Dogs are my life, and they always will be. But, I want cats to be in my life too. Can someone help me understand how speacial a cat's love is. I know that ya'll think I am crazy, but I'm trying.