September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

[Husky_mom]

... I really don´t know how to start.. to even think about it makes me choke and get the waterworks going.. but I appreciate you all and thought you deserved to know it too..

I haven´t been on for a while and won´t be on for a bit until I settle some stuff..

my husband was shot dead monday morning..

right now I have a lot more than I can chew on my plate.. so many things to figure out.. and being jobless and without income is worrying me now that I have two kids to look after for...

I came back to my parents in Chihuahua... just need some moving company to bring the rest of my stuff back here... I need to figure tons of things so I can get this going.. but just thought to let you know as I too consider you a part of my family..

I received a phone call that I got a package in my Durango address.. I was no longer there.. I was heading back here.. so I told them to either forward it here or return to sender.. haven´t got any further notice.. so whatever it was sorry if it gets back to you.. and I know you understand

my kid is doing fine.. he has taken it so far quite well.. he knows he´s not coming back and gets sad but then he gets distracted and goes back to normal.. baby is fine.. no issues there...

me on the other hand.. I´m coping quite well.. until I realize I won´t see him, smell him, hug him, we had so many plans and now they just vanished...everytime I see a new piece of clothing he now won´t wear I cry.. everytime I see his picture I realize I won´pt see him smile.. heck I´ll even miss when he got mad at me... all I can do is cry..

one thing on the bright side.. is that we were so happy... and not mad at each other that day.. he waved goodbye when he left that morning with the hugest smile and that is how I´ll remember him..

*sorry can´t type anymore.... will be back soon.. once I get myself together a bit*

sorry

[cassiesmom]

Oh my goodness, Isabel. I am so, so sorry. I have no words right now.

If you need anything at all, please PLEASE let me know. I am so sorry. (((HUGS)))

[sparks19]

OH my gosh. I have no words. I'm so sorry and we are definitely keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. If you need anything or if we can do anything please just ask.

Lots of hugs. I'm so sorry

[Catty1]

There is nothing I can say, sweetest Isabel.

You know we are here. Hugs and hugs and many prayers for you.

[Freedom]

GOOD LORD! Isabel, I can't imagine, how shocking, how terrible!

I am glad you are back with your parents, you need some support at this time.

Please, if there is ANYTHING, anything at all, just name it. Will do what I can to help you at this time.

[blue]

You'll be in my prayers. I cant imagine.

[mrspunkysmom]

Oh my heavens. I am so sorry. I really do not know what else to say. My thoughts are with you.

[Nomilynn]

You are in my prayers.

[caseysmom]

I am speechless Isabel. Nothing I can say will ease your pain. Take care of yourself. Your one of the kindest people on here and you surely don't deserve this.

Let me know if I can send you anything for the baby or your son.

[Karen]

You and your family will be in our prayers.

[Scooter's Mom]

I can't imagine what you must be going through. Saying prayers for you and your little ones.

[Reachoutrescue]

Isabel - I am so very sorry. I know those words do not ease the pain. I wish there was more to say to you - something to help you get through this. Please know we are all here for you at PT. If there is anything I can do for you, your son, or the baby, please let me know. Hugs...and again, I am so sorry.

[RobiLee]

Love and prayers for you, dear Isabel.

[popcornbird]

I shed tears as I read your post. I have no words. How terrible. I am so deeply saddened for you and your children. May the evil soul who did this to your husband be brought to justice.

You and your little ones are in my prayers.

[Sonia59]

You and your family are in our thoughts. (((Hugs)))