I'm so scared
Last night Toby was quieter then usual, and he threw up a few times. I was gonna take him to the vet's in the morning if he wasn't any better. This morning he seemed ok, back to his old self. I thought he was ok. And then at lunchtime he started throwing up again, he was coughing a lot and breathing real heavy, he wouldn't eat anything and he hadn't drunk since the night before.
On the way to the vets he collapsed and he was hardly breathing as soon as we got him to the vets they put him straight on fluids, they said his blood pressure was very high and he was dehydrated. Once they stabalised him they did an emergency surgery to find out what's happening, part of his intestine is swollen and he's losing proteins through his stomach lining - they don't yet know what's caused it.
We've had to leave him at the vets. He's still having trouble breathing. The vet said he only has a 50% chance of making it through the night.
I'm so scared, I feel so terrible for not noticing it sooner, and not knowing why it's happening. He can't die, he's my first dog, and he's only 8, he's too young to die. If he dies I will kill myself, and I'm serious. I know that sounds stupid and OTT, and I know he'll have to leave sometime, but not yet, I can't let him go yet. I'm so scared, please pray for him.
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