I am in such a terrible mood today and I can't seem to get out of it

Jasper's right eye is almost as bad as ever, we got some mild eye drops at the drug store, the vet told us to get them for now, until our appointment(for her to look at his eyes), but it didn't help at all, his eye has gotten worse Sometimes I don't even like to look at him because he is so sore

I hate seeing him like this, and I always feel mad at him when he keeps scratching his eye even though it's not his fault I just hate this!

We're hoping to find a vet that has the safe drug that veegan told me about, called "cyclosporin/atopica".

If none of the vets here have it, Im going to call/e-mail my aunt in Toronto and ask her to call around up there because she could send them, I just don't know if anywhere would send us pills if they haven't seen Jasper

Ack, nobody needs to reply to this, I just needed to vent!