Yes, I finally think I am starting to feel a bit better. Maybe that new pill the doc gave me is starting to help me out. I'm not for sure. All I know is sometimes I feel like I'm in a big dark hole and I'm constantly trying to climb out of it. I'm working hard at it though. I realize that I am suffering from depression and menopause and it has been driving me crazy! I am also feeling a lot of anger and resentment about what I had to go through. I don't know why I am having that reaction right now. I went through the whole thing being scared and just dealing with it and doing what I was supposed to do and I thought I handled it pretty well. Now, after it is all over with and I should be very happy that all is well and trust me I am but for some reason I am so pissed off about the whole thing now. The doc says that is normal. I guess so. Hmm..ok...I'm starting to rant again. Maybe I'm not doing as well as I thought...lol. No really, I am. I finally realized I needed to do something, so guess what I did! I went and joined Curves for Women yesterday. A workout place! I did my first workout yesterday and I LOVED it!!!! I felt so good afterwards. I felt good the whole rest of the evening. My mind felt clearer and I felt pumped up. Yes, it is a little on the expensive side but for me it is totally worth it. It made me feel good, it is definitely good for my health and maybe just maybe I might even lose a little weight (I have to work on that eating part though). Well, I just wanted to let you know what I have been up to. Did you all know that you are my therapy support group? Well, you are! Love ya all!
Hugs...Robin
P.S....I'm heading out the door now for my second workout!
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