Blowing some steam...

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-22-2003, 06:51 PM

I wrote this really quick, it probably doesn't even make sense, but I just let out allll my emotions quick in this poem, 'bout my nephew. It's really dumb, I'm just bored. One of my many "depression" poems I write when I'm sad.

It's You

It's all so messed up,
People pulling me each way,
I can't choose,
I don't get a choice,
Everyone does it for me.
"Give me a chance!"
I scream to myself,
when I am all alone in my room.
"Why don't you TRUST me!?"
I scream to my parents,
when they tell me I can't go alone.
The world is just spinning around me,
I can't make it stop,
I can't stop and look around,
I can't take control.
School. Work. Parents.
Too much,
Way too much,
I can't deal with it,
I tell myself.
I can't take all the emotions,
running through me.
Then it stops.
It's you.
You look at me with those gleaming eyes.
You give me the teensiest smile,
a little giggle,
a tiny wave of your hand.
It's YOU.
That makes me want to live.

**CamCamPup33** · 09-22-2003, 07:03 PM

ok..

you can blow more steam..

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-22-2003, 07:07 PM

Here's a smaller one, I have no clue why I am writing these, they make no sense, and are really dumb... I have nothing to write about so this is another one about Gavin... *hehe*

It's quiet.
You sitting beside me,
fascinated about what's going on around you.
You laugh and smile,
I can only wonder what you are thinking.
Kicking your feet,
moving your hands,
so happy,
so careless,
so...
beautiful.

**aly** · 09-22-2003, 07:37 PM

That first one made me really sad.

I think its great how much you love your nephew though.

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-22-2003, 08:22 PM

One more... I know I'm annoying... this was hard to write, it made me think how much I love him... *getting all sappy... i know you hate it*

Your face,
your smile,
your all around happiness,
brings me to tears,
you are my joy,
my life,
my world,
and the one thing I know is,
I couldn't live my life without you,
some people think I'm crazy,
that I can love you this much,
but only God knows,
how special you really are to me.
The way you smile at me,
when I'm feeling like dirt,
makes me want to cry,
because you see me as a person to love,
a person that makes you happy,
cherishes you,
loves you to pieces.
You are the best person
I shall ever know.

**Tonya** · 09-22-2003, 08:46 PM

awww, those are cool poems!

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-23-2003, 06:56 AM

bump

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-23-2003, 05:12 PM

One more to my puppers...

It all revolves around you,
my world and my life,
revolves around you.
You can't smile,
can't laugh,
can't cry.
But you mean a lot to me,
my furry little friend.
Just because
you can't smile,
can't laugh,
can't cry,
doesn't mean I can't love you,
the way I really do.
It doesn't matter to me that,
you can't smile,
can't laugh,
can't cry.
But I love you because
you're you.