Hateful disease! I've had to say "so long" to two of mine because of it. It's a great day for Sydney, but a heartbreaking one for you. The emptiness in your home and in your heart is vast, I know, but remember that Sydney is gloriously alive, perfectly healthy, and blissfully happy! Cry for yourself, for you need to do that, but force a smile, no matter how slight, for him and the happiness he now knows - and is waiting to share with you! May Sydney's Creator comfort you and help you to find peace.