Seven years ago today, on my birthday, I got a phone call that would change my life forever. I was home alone and just getting ready to walk out the door to meet my parents for my birthday dinner when the phone rang. It was my doctor's office. The nurse was calling to tell me that my doctor wanted to see me first thing in the morning. Yes, the medical tests that I had recently had done had shown that I had cancer. I remember hanging up the phone and just standing there with my purse and car keys still in my hand. I remember sitting down on a chair that was beside me and just kind of letting my purse and keys drop to the floor. I'm not for sure how long I sat there before I thought that I better call my husband at work and tell him. I can't recall that conversation at all. I then went on my way to meet my parents for dinner and to give them the news also. I can't recall that conversation either. I was feeling numb and probably in a bit of shock.
I remember taking a couple of different cancer medications, going through two surgeries and then 5 1/2 weeks of treatments. I definitely remember every day of those 5 1/2 weeks. I remember joining a cancer support group where I met some wonderful people who were fighting their own cancer battles. I remember a few of those people not winning the battle. I remember noticing that some of the people there were fighting their second battle of cancer after the disease had come back 5 to 7 years later. I remember getting it stuck in my mind that if I made it 7 years that I would then consider myself a cancer survivor.
So I am here to tell you....
I AM A CANCER SURVIVOR.
I wish I was the kind of person that had some encouraging words of enlightment or some wonderful kind of "Ah Hah" moment that I could share with you, but I have not been able to find those words or to find that moment. I hate this dreaded disease. I feel like it stole a part of me that I just can't get back. It sent my life into a downward spiral and changed it forever.
BUT, I am still here to tell you....
I AM A CANCER SURVIVOR.
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