My beautiful 14 year old border collie, jessie, has just been diagnosed with a chronic heart condition that means that at some point in the next week i have got to make a decision that i have been dreading!!!!!
I know she is 14 but she has been with me since the night she was born and my husband had to help her out of her little sac as her mum was so tired.
I dont know how im going to do it. I cant bring myself to tell the kids, ring the vet and agree or look her in the eyes and tell her we are going walkies when i know its one walk she wont come back from......
She isnt in pain but she is soooo tired and has now started having mini fits when she gets excited (every time she sees me she goes hyper and then fits) it is the most horrible horrible place to be. I hate being a grown up.
I want to cry but i dont think i have any tears left...
Im going to miss her so much it hurts but i cant let her suffer any longer.
xx
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