I have been searching around a bit for a new place to live. It's very hard to find an affordable place in my city, especially one that allows pets.
Well, there is a co-worker related thing at my work that has been bothering me alot. I never thought I would quit my job, as I do love my job, and I recently got another raise. I always wanted to wait until my boss retired so I could take over the business. But it's just not worth it to me anymore. If I have to put up with what's bothering me, I will lose what sanity I have left. So for my own mental health I think I should leave. I am very upset about it, I really do love my boss -- she is the best boss anyone could ask for. I even call her "Mommy," she is such a good friend. But she doesn't think the situation is as bad as it is, and hasn't done much to resolve it.
My job was really the only thing keeping me here. It's hard to be a dog breeder living here. Not enough shows and trials nearby. I've always thought about how much nicer it would be living on the island or in the lower mainland where I can show all the time. So now that I'm quitting my job, not much is stopping me from moving. My aunt lives in Aldergrove down in the Lower Mainland but is probably moving to Langley within the year, so she is going to look for places in Langley. I will live close to binka_nugget and slick, which will be nice.
My boss is at a dog show and won't be back until tomorrow...I asked if I could take her out for dinner sometime this week because I have something important to discuss. She is one of my very best friends, she has helped me through so much and always been there for me. I feel horrible dropping this on her. The move may not even be until a year from now, depending on how easy it is for me to find a place, so this will give her plenty of time to find someone else. I want to get a new vehicle and save up some more money before I leave. I'm pretty upset and confused right now. What if I move, and I hate my house? Or I hate the city? I have lived in this city my entire life. I know where everything is and all of my friends are here.
I just hope I'm doing the right thing.
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