Things will get better, you just wait!
I had a horrid "friend". Its not even funny how she made me feel. We used to be so close that you couldn't seperate us. And then I became friends with another girl and I introduced the two. Well, now if we're all in a group together, I'm left out as my old friend completely ignores me most of the time as she gives all her attention to my other friend. And if I tell her that I'm feeling left out, she tells me that I "don't always have to be the center of attention"... its really sad because I had helped her through so much, like her parents getting divorced. (this was all last year)
And that year I went through a major depression stage (my grandmum died and all of my family was fighting, my father lost his job due to downsizing, and thats only half of it). I started cutting (which I still do...a little) and attempted suicide (twice). I really don't see how I made it through that year... but now I'm glad I did.
I dropped that friend. And my life is so much better. I've made some new friends,
real friends. I just had to give it time.
And you have the right to feel upset, but you shouldn't feel bad. You deserve better if she treats you so horrid.
EDIT// sorry this was so long... I know you didn't want to hear me complain about last year. Thats actually the first time I told anyone about some of that stuff.
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