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Casper
04-20-2010, 08:48 PM
King Larry
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My dearest King Larry,

Each time I go into my room to see your portion of the cage empty makes the fact that you are gone more and more real. Queen Jillian has been so tolerant of me squeezing her tight and drowning her with my tears. Although it was obvious she thought you were a total pest, she told me that she misses you, too.

I have vowed to not remember you how you were those last few days. That ferret who was too sick to eat and tired enough to lay in my lap was not my King Larry. My King Larry was the world's most obnoxious terror. You could just look in his eyes and see a glimmer of trouble, then turn around to find him executing that devilish thought he had just been thinking.

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When the room was quiet, it was a sure sign that you were doing something you really weren't supposed to be doing. Whether it was escaping from your cage in the middle of the night to make surprise attacks on my feet (which promptly resulted in me buying a lock for your cage doors) to finding a way out of your playpen to crawl under the couch... nearly giving me a heart attack, thinking you had somehow gotten lost. I am surprised I still have a full head of hair after sharing my life with you for those four great years, but I wouldn't have had it any other way.

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You had the most marvelous dance. The slightest thing would excite you and send you off into the funniest little jumps accompanied by the kind of squeaks that would put a smile on anyone's face. Often you would "dance" so vigorously that you would end up on your back, wiggling around until you got your footing again. The surest way to get you to dance was to bring out that ugly green duck of yours. It was a squeaky toy that you and Frisk would share back in the days... if you would call that sharing.

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You and Frisk were quite the pair. He was the only dog that wasn't totally terrified by your overpowering demeanor. He thought it was the greatest game to chase you around that big couch downstairs, then turn around and let you have a go at chasing him. Mum and I were talking about that during supper, and she made the comment that you and Frisk are probably up there right now chasing each other and getting into all kinds of trouble. Just the thought of you two together again gives me a bit of LES. You two must be having a grand time. :-)

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I got to thinking today that if you would have been anyone else's first ferret, then they might have never wanted to get another! For years I had dreamed of having my very own ferret. I expected one to be a little bit of a pest, but to end up with one who routinely bit me on a daily basis for the first few months certainly was a test of my love for you! Never did my love wane, though. Learning how your mind worked was one of the most challenging, rewarding experiences I have had the privilege to gain. Acquiring your trust and respect made me so proud to be your owner. Though we all know that I was but a slave to you! A very happy slave, though.

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That handsome little face of yours made anyone from small children to full-grown men run in fear. At the slightest sign of weakness you would take the chance to attack. We didn't call you "monster" for no reason, afterall. Of course, you never caused any real injury, as I believe it was just all a game to you. Come to think of it, if I was a ferret I bet I would get a kick out of scaring humans, too!

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Not only did you find ways to get into trouble while you were with me, but even after you passed you caused havoc! Today was the day my sister took your body to the crematory. One problem... animal control (the ones who dispose of the bodies in the freezer) came that morning to pick up the deceased from the clinic and the doc forgot to give them the instructions to not take the white bag with the yellow ribbon! My sister spent her entire lunch break successfully tracking your body down, which I am forever thankful for.

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I believe I will forever live with the thought that your death may have been preventable. You, being the total pest that you have always been, hid your symptoms so well. I didn't notice how sick you were until it was too late. Part of me is even a bit mad at you for being so stubborn, but I am even more mad at myself for not seeing any signs. Either way, I promise I won't think too much about the "what ifs". These past four years have been the greatest, and although you were only six years old when you passed, you have taught me so many things that will last a lifetime. Forever your tiny little paw-prints will remain on my heart.

I only ask one favor of you. Please give Jill some guidance from the RB. I don't think I can stand not having a little furry pest to dance circles around me. At the moment Jill is just too sweet to do such ornery things. Go ahead and give her a nudge and make her torment me every once in a while. ;-)



With all my love... thanks for everything,
Your friend.




I also want to take this time to thank everyone who kept him and I in your thoughts these past few days.
It meant the world to me. :love:

chocolatepuppy
04-20-2010, 08:57 PM
Such a nice memorial to King Larry. It's easy to see how he stole your heart. He was a handsome boy. I'm sorry he's gone. I'm sure your heart is hurting. :( {hugs}

Taz_Zoee
04-20-2010, 10:04 PM
This is such a beautiful memorial for a cute little guy. I also got LES when reading about him and Frisk chasing each other up at the bridge.

RIP King Larry

Casper
04-22-2010, 07:28 AM
Thanks, guys. :love:


I still tear up whenever I see Larry's part of the cage empty. I think today I am going to take it outside and give it a good cleaning. After that I will make it to where Jill has full access to the entire cage. Maybe seeing some life in Larry's part of the cage will ease the pain.

Zippy
04-22-2010, 01:23 PM
What a beautiful memorial to your little King Larry.I am so sorry for your loss.He lived a loved wonderful life with you.I just know him and Frisk are playing together up in the clouds.
Rest in Peace King Larry

pomtzu
04-24-2010, 04:08 PM
Such a lovely memorial - your love for him shines thru in every word. :)

RIP Larry King! :love:

Queen of Poop
04-24-2010, 05:54 PM
You've done a wonderful tribute to King Larry. I apologize for not replying sooner, however Larry's loss had stirred up the emotions from the loss of my 4 ferret boys. Especially the empty cage. That about killed me. I'm glad you have Jill to help heal your heart.

Aren't ferrets just awful? They worm their way into your heart, they're so adorable with their ferrety ways, but they don't let on they're sick until there isn't much you can do. It is not your fault, there likely wouldn't have been much you could have done if you'd found out about his illness sooner. I believe Larry was 6ish. At that age when something goes wrong, it's generally bad so don't beat yourself up. You gave him a wonderful 6 years, try to focus more on that than the manner of his passing.

I am very, very sorry for your loss.

Casper
04-28-2010, 05:51 PM
Once again, thank you all for such nice replies. :love:

Yesterday we got the results back from the biopsy of part of Larry's intestine. And get this... even the lab wasn't positive what it was! They couldn't make up their mind if it was the start of lymphoma or just a bad bacterial infection. Either way, I feel this was unpreventable. I'm just glad he didn't appear to suffer very long.

In other news, Jill is now inhabiting the entire ferret cage. We cleaned up Larry's section and opened it up to Queen Jillian. She is now spoiled with a cage taller than I am -- all to herself! :) Everyone keeps telling us that Jill needs a friend, but I feel she will fine. Larry was usually too rough to play with her, so his passing hasn't affected her much. We did wash up Larry's old hammock, and ever since then it has become Jill's hammock of choice.

Oh! I believe Larry might have been channeling through Jill last night. I was arranging something in her cage when she reached out and gave me a nip on the arm. She then jumped back and gave me the orneriest look. The bite certainly didn't hurt, and it made me laugh so hard. She had never done that before and it reminded me so much of Larry. Who knows, she might just be protective of her new "mansion"... I will still say Larry had something to do with it. ;)


You've done a wonderful tribute to King Larry. I apologize for not replying sooner, however Larry's loss had stirred up the emotions from the loss of my 4 ferret boys. Especially the empty cage. That about killed me. I'm glad you have Jill to help heal your heart.

Aren't ferrets just awful? They worm their way into your heart, they're so adorable with their ferrety ways, but they don't let on they're sick until there isn't much you can do. It is not your fault, there likely wouldn't have been much you could have done if you'd found out about his illness sooner. I believe Larry was 6ish. At that age when something goes wrong, it's generally bad so don't beat yourself up. You gave him a wonderful 6 years, try to focus more on that than the manner of his passing.

I am very, very sorry for your loss.

I completely understand, and my heart goes out to you. Not many on PT seem to have owned ferrets, and I know you know how the loss of Larry truly feels (except fourfold for you). Ferrets are such special little creatures and they have forever changed my life.

If you ever need to talk I am just a quick PM away.