sandragonfly
02-19-2007, 06:34 PM
today I've thought a lot about him cleaning through my stacks of cards, seeing his name everywhere and a few pictures of us..
I bursted out tears when I looked at calendar and realize it has been a bit over a year now.. I don't believe this. :( this happened just right before I drove across america. his health didn't just bounced down the hill, unexpectedly rolled downhill so quickly and had his gangrene leg amputated under 24 hours then died with diabetes. I wish so much he never went gone. he was a good guy, loves to read, travel, tease, visit grandchildfires and had a deep sense of humor. I know good memories, laughters are leftover blessings but we would have done a lot more together - home cooking, go to baseball games, shopping, play cards, rather than him watching over me ub there. my grandmother's days had been up and down, and sick also since his sudden death - I worry so much about her. I wish I am not too far away from her. they were married for 56 years..
http://images.kodakgallery.com/photos235/4/87/76/45/90/0/90457687403_0_ALB.jpg
if it weren't for them, I'd never learned love.
you never had a bad day, gramps. I know you miss us all down here too.. love you. :( :(
I bursted out tears when I looked at calendar and realize it has been a bit over a year now.. I don't believe this. :( this happened just right before I drove across america. his health didn't just bounced down the hill, unexpectedly rolled downhill so quickly and had his gangrene leg amputated under 24 hours then died with diabetes. I wish so much he never went gone. he was a good guy, loves to read, travel, tease, visit grandchildfires and had a deep sense of humor. I know good memories, laughters are leftover blessings but we would have done a lot more together - home cooking, go to baseball games, shopping, play cards, rather than him watching over me ub there. my grandmother's days had been up and down, and sick also since his sudden death - I worry so much about her. I wish I am not too far away from her. they were married for 56 years..
http://images.kodakgallery.com/photos235/4/87/76/45/90/0/90457687403_0_ALB.jpg
if it weren't for them, I'd never learned love.
you never had a bad day, gramps. I know you miss us all down here too.. love you. :( :(